It has been far too long since I last wrote anything. I guess life passed me by so fast that I forgot how to write. From my last post in 2013, which I've deleted because I wanted to start anew, I realized how much I've grown. To the boys I "loved" before, and the blog post dedicated to you, I no longer remember who they were for. Perhaps I've aged so much that you're no longer significant to my life, although you might have been in some part of my life. Past my 20s, I wanted to make my 30s even more memorable, to be the person I want to be, and to live my life how I want it to be. For myself, not anyone else. Just like how a Lily would fare, "pure", "passion" and "rebirth".
